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lyrics
I’m so sick of being afraid of myself
Afraid of what I might do
And is it my fault if I’m manic depressive
And I can’t control what I do
I’m afraid I’ll die young
In a head-on collision
And I’m afraid I’ll die old
Cause it keeps getting worse
Should I quit while I’m ahead
Whenever I’m in remission
My rape won’t be the last
Any more than it was the first
I’m so sick of being afraid of everyone
Even those I love I can’t recognize
And is it my fault that when I see my love’s face
Sometimes I still see my rapist’s eyes
I’m so sick of hardly knowing myself
Even though I’ve learned so much
And is it my fault if no amount of justice
Can take away his touch
Beautifully played and full of moving vocal performances, the Bay Area singer/songwriter's latest is a stellar work of art. Bandcamp Album of the Day Feb 3, 2023